Should I be thinking about Living, or dying, or retiring?.. “I am torn between the options (as to what to do). ….. I am often just tired ….. I really long to depart (from the struggles here) and just relax ….. I could just retire with Jesus and not deal with anybody. …… However, if I live on with you, this means fruitful work for me. I realize that to remain with you in the struggles of life is more necessary for your sake.
And, since I am persuaded of this, I know that I will remain and continue with all of you for your progress. This affects the entire family and those around us. This is more work for me but, fruitful work that brings about the abounding joy in the faith of being with each other and with the Lord.” Phil.1:21-26
Do I have this “Parent” heart? If so, God will renew my strength for my new “day” and I will mount up with wings …. I will run ….. I will walk …… !